ugh, i know. i'm horrible and i haven't blogged in almost a month.

but there are more horrible people and things out there, so let's not harp on it shall we.

it's the third week of school and i'm tired already. many readings and such, research for fyp and other projects. and meet-ups, which always turn out better than i expect. but not enough time to sit and just be.

i miss the holidays already.

but you know, school shouldnt be a chore. it's a gift, a blessing, to be in school. alot of people want to go to school but cant, know. and i'm in a university. have to learn to see it as not a year more of torture but of precious learning opportunities. that's quite hard, i admit. in many respects this final year does not bring any form of comfort of hint of joyfulness in it. but a year of good perspective is important, i guess. so i'll need to work on it!

have a neckache. been there for a few days. (oh my, what a boring piece of information!)

i really need sleep. and i'm wondering why i have 3 days worth of morning classes this sem, when i have always avoided them because i need more sleep. i can't imagine how i managed 830am classes last time. i wake up these days with my hands to the heavens, silently asking WHY i have to wake up at 7.55am for my 10am class. and today my sister said "oh stop being so drama and just get up."

i was just expressing myself in the only way i know how at that unearthly time.

God has been good and i'm still alive as of now. i am glad.

ok la sleep sleep.